Saturday, March 31, 2018

Walls



The whitewashed companions surround the room, rising from floor to ceiling, mostly unadorned save for a glossy frame here, or a dusty candelabra there. Events happen here, in this room, with these stalwart companions; conversations, musings, tears, silences, songs. They remember these things, and if you look and listen closely it might just be possible to hear words once said playback, or to see times once spent rewind.

The walls have eyes, you see?

Extrinsic eyes like portholes to the outside world; a thumbnail clip of things possibly missed as moments speed along without the room. Though like our own eyes, windows can be shuttered to block out what we don’t want to see, or others to see in us.
In an aggravatedly anthropomorphistic vein, inward eyes watch the private moments of the room, each catalogued with a respectively appropriate representation: a smile, a sagging head, a dance step, a tear falling. These eyes are unshuttered; they see and let us be seen.

The walls have ears, too.

Who among us is not guilty of conversation amidst the lack of sentient company? Perhaps a troublesome project required the oration of thoughts in order to find a way through. Maybe the day’s petulance caught up and was turned back with a private monologue. Whatever it may be, where did those words, whether spoken in love or discord, go off to? Did they just cease to exist the moment the sound waves had dissipated? Tell that to a historian.
What if those omnipresent companions heard and made invisible records of each precious word spent in their presence? They’re always there; they’re always willing to listen.

The walls have a mouth, if you bear with me.

I’ve shouted before: in public, in private, where others could hear, or where no soul could hear. But I’ve never felt so heard as when the paint and plaster respond. Try it some time, call it a bucket list thing: source a clear space, with a listener’s mind, and just talk. If you pay careful attention, the walls will reply immediately. Oh sure, it’s a fair bit like a well-trained parrot speaking, but have you considered that maybe, in some way, your voice was heard and understood and sympathized with in that faint echo?

So why do we identify rooms lacking in people as “empty?” Every single one of them has the ability to see you and to let you see. Each the prowess to hear you out. Each the compassion to acknowledge you in your moment.

I posit a simple answer, a hypothesis—with theory potential—as to the solitude of the empty rooms:




The walls do not have arms.